Change

i am more relaxed now.
we've loosened up.
on my end, the intensity of my feelings for her has been lessened when she detached herself from me.
she taught me to let go. and i did. she's no longer the fire that engulfs my being.
she's now more of an occasional spark who once in a while excites me.
i'm no longer committed to her.

i've now committed to myself and that which will make me happy.
and with the change is a whole new world of possibilities opening up for me.
it's motivating.
invigorating.