still can't sleep

yeah. i wish i've thought of that. i always appear needy, bec am clingy, when am just touchy/PDA-y.
good thing gf is not a drama queen and just lets me be. she finds humor in my antics and PDA attempts. haha. and after i've thrown myself to her in public (sometimes she forgets and gets too comfy too). i'd suddenly break free and remind her that she's not into PDA. and she would just give me the look. like am the silliest person in the world, that am being absurd, yet it's ok and loves me still. that look! sometimes i would just stare at her face endlessly as if i've been paid to do it 24x7. i love staring at people by nature, specially beautiful women and most specially her. am fascinated that i've been with this same woman for years and never tire looking at her. love sick? nah, on the contrary, am love cured! i feel good, no, i feel great when am with her. my heart flutters as if it has wings. i look at her and i smile. i cup her face and i am happy. maybe am like this because she's soo happy with me that it gets mirrored on me every time i look at her. haha! am so full of myself. she's full of me. works well. hehe.

my baby has a nasty headache.

sorry baby that i had to work very late and not be with you going home. just think that all the hard work, am doing this for our future. sleep tight. and i'll bawi tomorrow ;)


**image from icanread**