hiatus

apologies to everyone.

far from kumakalat na tsismis and urban legend,
nde pa po ako 'lumagay sa tahimik (read: nagpakasal)
*baka kasi dahil sa last post ko, kya ganun ang dating :D hehe*

or nagka-metacarpal tannal syndrome kya nde na makatype.
*da closest i got was kalyo sa daliri and varicose veins. ugh!*

at nde rin po ako nafire or ngresign kaya nde na ko ngbblog.
*alam ko madalas ko idahilan ito*

hmm... parang nag-february lng tinamad na ko mgblog.
oops! :D hehe.
i confess, mejo tinatamad ako mgblog lately.
and ala din akong ganang mgblog hop.
ewankoba. hayy.

ngfofocus muna ko sa aking ungrateful job.
subsob muna sa trabaho.
kayod marino kumbaga.
*palusot!!!!*

walang mashadong emosyong dumadaloy sa katawan ko kundi pagod.
ang tanging lakas na meron ako ay lakas ng pananampalataya na matatapos din 'tong phase na to.

in da hope na maenergize ko ang aking blog spirit,
bumili ako ng sangkatutak na vitamins!
tinry ko din imotivate sarili ko thru delectable food (sisig for lunch, apple cinnamon danish & mango juice for dessert)
i shopped for new clothes and shoes too.
my logic is, to make myself happy such that i'll be excited to blog and have something to write.

but it seems to be not working.

nde pala nabibili ang motivation.
at lalong nde ito parang gutom na pdeng idaan sa lamon
or appetite na napapagana ng vitamins :(

da only conclusion i can derive from this experience (granted that i understood it na) is that,
inspiration/interest (w/c i lack right now) is not about fulfiling basic needs and material acquisition.

*disclaimer: just bec i currently have a gf whom i love doesn't mean it solves all problems*

so i will write nonsensical stuff (like this one) as i await enlightenment *in yoga position*,
let all of you be warned: random trash ahead.

don't expect witticism of sorts here for the meantime.

firewomyn has lost her fire.
im stripped to being the womyn, w/ a mundane life, lost in a way, and nothing much to say.