Train Crush 23

this is my most sowsyal train crush to date! yaya on the left, personal nurse on the right, cute stuff in the center. hehe.

will you take a personal alipin in my person? am multi-talented! i can be your personal photographer, stalker, and your personal shadow. *yes, that shadow on her legs is me.* let at least my shadow grovel at your feet, then work its way up to worship your smooth, tanned legs that you proudly is showing. and if you will oblige, i'll take your bag and carry it for you. take your shorts and wash it for you. even take all your clothes and hang them for you. or better yet, let me take all of you and bring you to heaven where goddesses like you rightfully belong. game? ;)

Tuesday Tsika

Every work morning, I brisk walk the Ayala stretch as my tipid form of workout. But when I saw you from afar, biglang nagslow-mo ang lahat.

I like your over all look. Butch na maangas pero may karapatan ang dating.

Wala naman akong choice kundi dumaan sa likod mo kasi nakabalandra lang naman kayo sa sidewalk.

At ang daya mo. Naka-dark and huge sun glasses ka. Gusto pa sana kitang titigan ng mas matagal kaso baka konti na lang bistado mo na na kapuso ako. Hehe.

So kumakabog na naglakad ako sa malapit sa likuran mo. Syet! Sana may bisa pa ang pabangong inispray ko pag-alis ng bahay. At buti na lang super tight and short ang aking skirt! Pero kulang pa rin kasi naka-flats lang ako at asa ofc ang aking killer heels. Argh.

Siguro out nyo na from work habang ako naman ay papasok. Akalain mo, sa saglit na yon nagka-moment pa tayo?! hehe :) walang sayang na sandali sa taong malandi! Wahahaha!

Salamat kasi sa napakaigsing pagkakataon na yon, pinakilig mo ako. Tsup! Tsup!

L na L

Wag kayo masyado maexcite dyan! What i mean is, lunes at leggings. Hehehe.

Lunes na lunes pa lang para na kong laspag na basahan sa pagod. Hay. Buti na lang may vitamin S. Vitamin Sexy! Hehe. Nakakaalis ng pagod. Walang kabakat-bakat ng panty line. So either naka-G string sya or, ohmy *gasps* wala syang underwear! Hindi talaga ako pinapabayaan ni lord. Sa kahit anong pagod ko laging may katapat na seksi na binubuhay ang aking imahinasyon. Underwear or not, isang malaking thank you po! At kung gawin man akong leggings in my next life, malugod ko pong tatanggapin basta po bilang kapalit sa aking hindi matatawarang kabaitan ay seksi at mabangong babae ang magsusuot sa kin. Amen. =)

wish upon a star

Madaming showbiz ang nagsasabi na "I don't have regrets in my life, only lessons." pero dahil ako'y hindi showbiz (celebrity lang. hehe. nakng! feelingera!), aaminin ko na I have a lot of regrets in my life. I made numerous mistakes that if I can go back to them, I would do things better. Unahin na natin ang pag-iingat sa katawan. Kung mas maingat sana ko nung bata, baka super flawless pa ko ngayon at totoong magshowbiz na ko. Haha. I hope mas nag-aral pa kong mabuti kung panong super sipag ko nung elementary at high school. Sana hindi ako maagang na-expose sa mapulitikang sistema ng edukasyon para nangarap pa ko ng mas mataas.


Saan ka naman nakakita ng pag-enrol mo ng first day sa first year high school sa pinakamalapit na public shool sa min e malalaman mo na matapos kang pumila ng ilang oras at kutuhin sa arawan e sasabihan kang puno na ang section 1. huwaw! Nalaman ko na sa mga anak pala ng teachers nirereserve ang section na yun. Mga bwiset! So masakit man sa kalooban ko, ako ay nagpalista sa sub-section. Hay, nakakapanliit kasi mataas ang tingin ko sa sarili ko. mayabang sa madaling salita. Hehe. anyways, dahil likas na epal, sumali ako sa science contest. Dahil second class citizen sa paaralang pinaghaharian ng star section, ginanap ito sa oras nila at sa kwarto nila. Payn! Weird, pero nadalian ako. at nagulat ako na ako ang nagwagi. Hay, wagas ang paghihiganti! Hehe. Pinaskel ang resulta sa blackboard sa labas ng building na kita ng lahat. Nang makita ko yun, unti-unting umangat ang paa ko sa lupa habang naglalakad. Hindi ko namalayan, lumolobo na pala ang ulo ko. Haha. Mayabang na kung mayabang! Pero masarap talaga ang pakiramdam na vindicated ka at in a way, nalabanan mo ang bulok na sistema ng bulok nilang eskwelahan.

Dahil ang naganap ay isang anomaly sa kanilang analysis, kailangan itong macorrect. Pinapalipat ako sa section 1. ngayon pa?! Kung kelan masaya na ko sa mga kaklase ko at ang pinakamagandang babae sa first year ay nasa section namin?! (which on fast forward, turned out to be a major kapuso! Which in retrospect explains a lot of things. Pero saka na ang kwentong yan. hehe). Ngayon pa na may nagkacrush na sa kin na boylet?! (which on fast forward turned out to be gay, as in parloristang gay! Which also explains why hindi ko sya pinatos. Hindi pala kme talo. haha). In short, major tanggi ako sa offer nila. I'm sorry! Hindi lahat ng best ay nasa tuktok. Hindi pala lahat ng pangarap kailangan tingalain at abutin. Pwede din naman pala paminsan-minsan, pangarap ang palapitin mo sa yo. =)


Itutuloy...*nagnakaw lang ako ng onting oras sa trabaho*

alive, awake & hectic

hello! i'm home! :) ohmygrrls! i missed you all! *tight hug*

kung si elena ang reyna sa santacruzan, ako ang reyna ng haggardness! i've been doing great work that my boss decided to reward all my blood and sweat of hard work, with, well, MORE work! blasted. she gave me two more people to handle. like two guys. ugh. one is gay. when asked about personal stuff, he said "fashion is my passion." definitely gay. the other guy is thank goodness straight! so you can imagine how he looks. hehe. but he is nice. but then nice is not enough to enter the gay heaven gates. we have superior standards and we know that. :D

a straight female friend once told me after suffering from numerous heartaches with men, "mag butch na lang kaya ako. hanap mo naman ako." to which i wanted to reply, "don't worry, will inform you once my community sponsors a big time charity event." what the f is wrong with these straights?! thinking we're gay because we're not successful with straights. we're gay. and that's it. we are not your anti-thesis, although it is true we are your far fab version. hehehe. so you can see where our higher standard stems from. :)

and you can obviously see na nawala lang ako naging matapobre na ko. hahaha. i dunno. am just soo happy now. and really proud of the women-loving-women force. i really think highly of us. and am just being real. so dedma kung hindi ako politically correct. basta correct ako! diba? diba? :D

isa pang "so". so bakit ako masaya? :D *emoticon for emphasis. hehe* because despite my hecticity (ang pagiging hectic ay bahagi na ng buhay masipag) i was able to squeeze in time for something i love that doesn't require being online. i went to this bazaar!

in between my lagare schedule, i hazily remembered an event that's supposed to happen on a Saturday. lack of sleep and all, i logged on in the ungodly hour of 9am (kasi nga puyat po) and had cause for panic.

and to cause more panic, this beautiful handmade journal by a very talented artist has only 2 pieces left! just look at that piece of art and tell me how not to fall in love with it.

i hurriedly took a bath and sped to UP while SMSing Nadja of Alunsina Handbound Books that i am gonna fight my way to one of the two copies left. hehe. the good thing is they were running late. with overwhelming joy i bought that one above plus three more of other designs! hehe. limited budget pa ko nyan ha. adik lang. bakit ko titipirin ang sarili ko sa mga bagay na nagpapasaya sa kin?! seriously. very affordable, lgbt-friendly prices. promise :)

it was also a heartwarming surprise to see a g2g couple in the tiangge under the banner, "Junkshop Abubot". they create artistic accessories from junk and found objects. every item is a labor of love, unique and an art piece in itself.

"alagaan mo yan kasi mahal ko yan," her bilin as she hands me a bracelet piece i bought. environment friendly na, puno pa ng puso. sa totoo lang, naka-jackpot ako, kasi it's priceless. =)

^^that's not the actual piece i bought. ninakaw ko lang yan sa fb wall nila. hehe.

on that day i learned that the phrase "to your heart's content" doesn't apply to the things we love. walang pusong sumabog dahil sa sobrang pagmamahal. my heart won't stop content specific for the things that pulsate it with excitement. i will get my loves to feed my heart. and i won't stop. lub-a-dub. love-a-dub. love. love. =)

there is another Arts and Crafts Fair!!!

Alunsina HandBound Books  
and 
 JunkShop Abubot  

will be there. Please visit them. =)

** i will soon feature Alunsina HandBound Books and JunkShop Abubot separately**

I think I am

inspired to check g2g short films because of the short film JC shared (Transit) :)

Exclusive Party! :)

Lounge Chill Bar, 
2F Bellagio SquareTomas Morato. 
12mn, Tonight

10th Spanish Film Festival

it's the 10th Spanish Film Festival from Oct. 5 - 16 at Greenbelt 3. the most interesting film though for me is Habitacion en Roma (room in rome) which is about two female roomies. :)

it is screening tonight, 10/8  Saturday at, dig this, 12 midnight! also on Oct 14, Friday, midnight. Greenbelt 3 tickets are P65 only. =) tara, let's watch! :)

for the less interesting films (hehehe), check out the links below:

films here
schedule here

**thanks MorningShowers for sharing this before :) **

an apple a day keeps you wanting more apples :)

every office noon, i grab Time and Fortune mags from our reception area, read in the elevator, read while walking until i reach my lunch destination. i do look up once in a while to make sure i don't get hit by a car, by people, by people's huge bags (fad) or  their huge fats (would be nice if booby fats) or their huge muscles (fad again) or their huge ego (not a fad unfortunately). so a a couple of weeks ago, i read this article by stanley bing in fortune mag. i actually bought a book of bing (which i have successfully gotten rid of in the form of a gift to someone else. sorry friend. one's trash can be somebody else's treasure daw e. hehe). being an apple investor thru my iphone and ipod, and a steve jobs disciple ( i eat all his offering with closed eyes), i found the piece honest to goodness funny! well steve was still alive when i read it then. when i attended a two-day strategic leadership training in ateneo last week, a video of the iphone launch was shown to us on the topic of game changing.  i got inspired. to buy more apple products. hehehe. so i'd like to share, not my apple purchases, but the Fortune piece that got me thankfully laughing.

side note: in memoriam, wanted to eat at banapple in ayala triangle, but was packed. darn! so settled for an apple pie at javaman in enterprise bldg, ayala. twas delicioso!

Thanks, Steve

We've all been lucky to live in a world where there was a person with such an imagination.

I want to take this opportunity, before time and our common mortality rob me of the chance to do so, to thank you, Steve Jobs, for all that you have done for me. No, I never had the privilege of meeting you, or had a chance to get yelled at by you in a business meeting, or even watch your charisma transform an audience into acolytes. But I feel as if I know you well enough to express, as you ascend to your new role as chairman, the sadness I feel and my gratitude for so many of the good things that you have brought to my life. It's not business. It's personal.

I want to thank you for my graphical interface. There were computers, of course, before you made that first Mac. They could run only one program at a time. They had no graphics. You knew that was lame. You imagined the alternative -- multiple programs, launched by clicks, running concurrently in a windowed field. Last night I watched a movie, printed photos, harvested e-mail, and bought a bunch of business socks, all at the same time. So thanks for my GUI.

I want to thank you for my mouse. Can you imagine a world without mouses? I can't. Before you bred them for commercial use, a person needed a host of keyboard commands to get anything done, and a lot of programming code to produce words and numbers on paper. I read somewhere that you got the vision after you visited Xerox's PARC. They showed you what they were up to, but they sort of didn't know what they had. You ran with it. Because that's the way you did everything. All in. Feet first.

I want to thank you for all Macs, great and small. I went to your Apple Store (AAPL) the other day and saw a tidy row of new machines, from the slender new Airs to the massive towers of power. I wanted every one. They're pretty and shiny, unlike my big old black rubberized clunker the corporation gave me, and the last time I got a virus was just before I put my Windows PC into the closet. That was when I sent the phrase "I love you" to 22,000 fellow employees and the CEO. "I love you too, Bing, but let's not let anybody know," he e-mailed back.

I want to thank you for my Airport Extreme, the small white box through which I get my Internet. Before it, I used to have to plug in and configure this horrible router. It never worked. I often ended up screaming and crying and throwing hardware at the wall. This thing? You just plug it in and use it. Sometimes as I fall asleep I watch the little fellow, with its round eye glowing green in the darkness, a beacon of easy functionality.

Thanks for my iPod, which pretty much defined how I listen to music now. And for iTunes, which you made too easy not to understand. And for my iPad too, which despite all protestations is really nothing more than an Angry Birds machine. No, you can't work on it. So what? Work isn't everything.

And thanks for my new iPhone, which channels a million apps and does everything well except the phone part. A pompous Silicon Valley dude I know used to say, with a weary grin, "Every year is the year for mobile." Until you decided it was, Steve. And so I never have to generate a single unaided thought for the rest of my life. What a relief!

And oh, yeah. Thanks for Toy Story too. And Up. Really loved Up.

It's been your world, Steve. And we've been lucky enough to run along behind you, picking up goodies as you dropped them in our path. It's a little scary to think that one day you'll go off to your famous mountaintop and not return with the next big thing. But at least we can all say we lived in a time when there was a person with such an imagination, and offer thanks in whatever digital or analog format we choose, wherever on earth we may be. We can do that now.

This article is from the September 26, 2011 issue of Fortune.
online source here

gung ho over juno

I had an exhausting two days. Every bone and muscle nagging me about it, tugging at my shirt to make their pain, which is my pain known. Such whiny kids. Ugh. I need peace of mind and a shot of precious painless hours. 'slept the whole afternoon, woke up disoriented. Did I get an sms from a cute girl and replied or was it just a dream? It looked midnight in my room, but checking my phone validated that twas just a dream, the sms. But fact is she's cute. Yes, the girl is real. Hehe. And another fact item, it's not yet midnight. Just 6:30pm. Groans. Which means I have to get up. Groans again. Now you know where my whiny bones and muscles inherited their whininess. Hehe.

What I often do first thing in the morning or night when I wake up is go online. Yep, being online is second to nature as breathing. And as usual, my aimless surfing led me to something wonderful, and that is Juno. I don't think there's any other movie/film whose soundtrack brainwashed me as much as Reality Bites (soundtrack given by an ex-bf) and Juno (soundtrack downloaded). Well, also kick ass Kill Bill (soundtrack given by an ex-gf). Hehe. *Just remembered*. But Juno is the epitome of uber coolness! Hehe. Androgynous, talented, tomboy, independent, (rumored) gay/bisexual, teen-speak eloquent and did i mention she kisses girls? 

Juno /Ellen Page is someone to be gay for. i sincerely love her in high gay fashion. :) So let me show you the many androgynous ways why, from present to the past and back.

now going back to the present.....

why? because you can just kiss her in friendship! ;) hello my friends out there! hehehe.

and because i love her to bits and want her soo much, a kilig song to end this drooling.

 

All I Want is YOU

by Barry Louis Polisar

If I was a flower growing wild and free
All I'd want is you to be my sweet honey bee.
And if I was a tree growing tall and green
All I'd want is you to shade me and be my leaves

If I was a flower growing wild and free

All I'd want is you to be my sweet honey bee.

And if I was a tree growing tall and green

All I'd want is you to shade me and be my leaves

All I want is you, will you be my bride

Take me by the hand and stand by my side

All I want is you, will you stay with me?

Hold me in your arms and sway me like the sea.

If you were a river in the mountains tall,
The rumble of your water would be my call.
If you were the winter, I know I'd be the snow
Just as long as you were with me, when the cold winds blow.

All I want is you, will you be my bride

Take me by the hand and stand by my side

All I want is you, will you stay with me?

Hold me in your arms and sway me like the sea.

If you were a wink, I'd be a nod

If you were a seed, well I'd be a pod.

If you were the floor, I'd wanna be the rug

And if you were a kiss, I know I'd be a hug

All I want is you, will you be my bride

Take me by the hand and stand by my side

All I want is you, will you stay with me?

Hold me in your arms and sway me like the sea.

If you were the wood, I'd be the fire.

If you were the love, I'd be the desire.

If you were a castle, I'd be your moat,
And if you were an ocean, I'd learn to float.

All I want is you, will you be my bride

Take me by the hand and stand by my side

All I want is you, will you stay with me?

Hold me in your arms and sway me like the sea.

Train Crush 22

hmmm... crush 22 seems to be crushing on a yeng constantino look-alike. firewomyn jealous. haha. a crush triangle? exciting!

the good news is that moving on in this case is as easy as leaving for the next train station. and if am lucky, the next train crush. =) i need train crush 23. as in now na! =)

they're both cute no? :) hehe. kileeg!