kerida

this is the prequel to the Sahod post. dearie friend was confused. i attempted to de-confuse her. hehe.

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Df: guess what

Fw: what?

Df: it's getting a tad complicated na with this girl.the one i met at the party

Fw: so you didn't ditch her?

Fw: siguro nagsex na kasi kayo kaya complex na

Df: yeah we did

Fw: figures

Df: several times already

Fw: was it any good?

Df: of course. and i like sleep over almost everyday at her place. she has a gf

Fw: so dedma na to the gf?

Df: ewan sa kanya

Df: i dont wanna get into that

Fw: oh yeah,  just get into her undies. hehe.

Df: yes i did. we kiss, i guess it wasnt casual

Fw: so it's complex because you like her already?

Df: yeah

Fw: do i say good for you?

Df: go ahead

Fw: i dont want to. i dont think it's good for you.

Df: hahaha. i know. so bad.  so wrong. it's my first time to do something stupid like this. 

Fw: not that. i just think you can do better. if it were me, i wouldn't go for her. she's too ordinary for me. but then, you're not me

Df: she is. you know when we're in bed, and she's sleeping, i stare at her and think what do i like about her? i can't think of any. she's just like most of my friends. that's when i knew... damn! i really like her

Fw: do you like her minus the sex?

Df: ok lang. lust lang to ata

Fw: up to you to determine. from my end if you like her before the sex and after sex, it sorta means something

Df: i do like her

Fw: so no problem then

Df: i like her.

Fw: you like her, she does you too. she has gf. it doesn't stop you. so what's the problem?

Df: gf

Fw: so isa ka nang kerida

Df: technically yes

Fw: not technical, simply yes

Df : pero am putting a stop to it

Df: i'm not gonna be anyone's kabit

Fw: funny. you already are

Df: yeah. i hate it. to hell. so will stop na.

Fw: own up to your act

Df: i am. i'm not denying it naman

Fw: so why shudder?

Fw: that you're a mistress. a lovely one at that :)

Df: harr. there's no lovely aspect to being one

Fw: well, you are.

Df: it's time to just right the wrong

Fw: even if you like her? and the sex is good?

Df: yes

Fw: i think you'll have a hard time

Df: unless she decides to really break up na with her gf

Fw: she can always tell you she broke up with her gf. she lies to her gf and betrays her gf anyway. she can break up to that gf. and you become her gf. vicious cycle.

Df: at least malinis conscience ko. i'm a victim too you know. Lol.

Df: wait.. punta lang ako ladies room

Fw: ok. go to the mistress room

Df: hayyy

Fw: so you won't be sad, just think of the great sex you have with her. drown your guilt with that

Df: lol. baaddd

Fw: i dont get it. why are you sad?

Df: guilty

Fw: you followed what you want. you got what you want

Df: pero in the process, hurt someone else

Fw: the guilt never bothered you while you were between her legs. so now that you're not in between hers,  you think of the gf. Hmm… so maybe you  should bury your head in her gf's instead.Hehe.

Df : i got weak

Fw: i think it's natural. self first before others

Df: yes. Hayy.

Fw: matalino ba yang girl na yan?

Df: ok lang. BS of some school

Fw: I see. no comment

Df: sige lang

Fw: i don't know anything about that school, so can't comment

Df : yeah ako din hehehe

Df: she has a downelink account. check her out

Fw: i don't want to check her out. she's not that interesting to me . no offense meant to you.  Wait, lemme correct that - she's not interesting to me

Df: haha. fine

Fw: so still conflicted?

Df: yep. hayy. anyway, i'll stop having sex with her muna

Fw: no. if confused, go back to what you like with her. so if it's sex, go fuck her all you want . if you like her, then go!

Df: hahaha! may gf e.

Fw: so you're a kerida. so what? At least you're with the girl you like.

Df: ngark naman

Fw: masanay ka na sa term. until hindi sila break, you're that. gawin nating mas maganda, number 2?

Df: yuck!